I am writing again to be accountable again. All the hard work and sweat has gone to waste. I have become big again. I cannot look in the mirror without the fear of being disappointed again. It is time now. I have not weighed myself for not being embarrassed in front of people. I am ashamed but I am not quitting. I know I lost the battle but the war is long over. The target weight is 85. Now I realise why people tell me I look so far again. Being called out by other people was not enough, but today I look in the mirror ashamed. I will turn this around. Setting mini goals and crashing them is the motto now. Can’t quit won’t quit. I am going to turn around the situation. Daily logins now.
Had filled up more than I should have for breakfast itself. The rest of the day will be fasting now. Beer consumption must come to a minimum.
Had 9 idlis, 1 two egg omlette and 1 vada. Reading it makes me sick now. Weight update, Day 1: 97 kgs (I had sworn not to enter the 90s now I will go back to the 80s).
NO QUITTING 